13 May 2021

Competition

Come on now! I told Competition

You can't just show up here

This is a space I hold very sacred

A space that is extremely dear


“Exactly why I came” - she said

For what fun is it otherwise

The more the space is dear to you

The more important will be the prize


Prize? I gasped, I don't want one

Please just let me be alone

Just go away, don't tempt me here

With the glitter of a throne


“You know you could be the queen”

She softly whispered to me

“The winner, the star, number one

A hero for all to see”


I looked at her, I looked at me

I looked at the path we had tread

She had not just followed me here

In captivity she had been led


I had created her, I could free her

But who would I be without her

Who would I be without a proof

That I was better than another


Would I dare to set her free today

And walk ahead on my own

Knowing there would be no reference

In the ways that I could be known


I realized then that she was pregnant

Her baby was the ‘need to be seen’

So I set them free both together

And I freed me from who I had been


I swirled and twisted once again

To become the invisible magic I be

I dropped my need to show or prove

And just basked in being Me


11 May 2021

Incredible Me

 Incredibly stupid, incredibly adorable

Is the person I have been

Incredibly colourful, incredibly insane

Is the life I have lived and seen 


Incredibly joyous, incredibly painful

Are the emotions I have felt

Incredible are the number of ways

I have let my confidence melt


Incredible are the times I burst

The times I fell apart

Times I believed that someone else

Could actually break my heart


Incredible are the ways in which

Life showed me a new way to see

The miracle I have always been

As the incredibly stupid me 


Context: 

Last night for some reason as I lay in bed I started to get memories of times in my life when I have been super silly and stupid... And even as I remembered them I was in adoration of myself for having had the me - ness, to have been that totally stupid. I could feel love and amusement for those times and for me ❤️. This was a whole new level of acknowledgement for me to step into. - and within minutes it turned into this poem.

1 May 2021

My Success Manifesto

Did I show up today?

As the best version of me

That I could access

And choose to Be?

Then my day is a success


Did I suspend judgment

And commit to my art

Did I include the planet

Did I carry out my part

Then my creation is a success 


Did I open my heart

And go beyond my ego

Did I listen to the other

And let my love flow

Then my response is a success


Do I sow the seeds

I would like to reap

Do I count my blessings

Each day when I sleep

Then my life is a success 





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